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GUESS ME WHO ??!

Savannah got whole city Halloween Party yesdaynite.

These people were freaking crazy,

in a festal, weird atmosphere

dancing, drinking, screaming

she hit the flo' , she hit the flo'

without a doubt including me!

a crowd geek gathered to f****** the halloween nite

the tinytown was full of SCAD students

God! the only day I loved once a week!

got low low low low low low low low low

i cant wait to show u guys all the pics i took

the chance of running across people here is such higherrrrrer~

this crazy all nite spending my dough

if u wanne do sth bad here

NO WAY!

everyone knows it

 like a regulation.

no one got prerogative to across the line

of coz including me

两个星期前 SAVA的天气终于开始转冷了
随着天气的转冷 身边的感觉也开始变了
来的时间越久 仿佛越不知道自己要的是什么
在这里身边的朋友也好,同学也好,学校也好..
一切都看似很好 每一天都在努力地生活
可是无论如何都找不到归属感~

每个人作为独立地个体过来这边
都必须依靠自己的力量寻找立足点
可是人毕竟都是自私的
谁都没有义务做任何事
可是为了生存
被一条不知名的线互相拉扯

越发感觉很累 因为一切都要从头开始
朋友要靠缘分 可是朋友也会分很多种
当然 我已经够幸福
各类朋友都有照顾到
可是会抗拒近一步相处
潜意识地 也不知道自己在怕什么
天越冷就越觉得孤单
拒绝任何麻烦地relationship
光是周遭一切
就一堆无形的压力

..........

夜里看着这边的天空好似和上海一样
只是多了满天不知名地星星
很多时候只是想回CS
真的什么都不用做
光是静静坐着就有被安慰到
可现在半夜我又能打给谁呢?

Savannah正在举行film festival
今天课程内容是去SCAD Theater看电影
一部独立制作短片<the nature of space and time>
18min 黑白胶片,定格式镜头,很有feel

另一部名字是<THE 27 CLUB>
这类电影应该只会出现在这里的festival上
或者说这座被SCAD覆盖每一个角落都充满艺术的小镇中

When you're dead, you are gone.
You exist only in the minds of those you've left behind.
You become a fragment of a story,

 a beginning, middle, or an end.

..........

http://www.the27clubmovie.com/

自从来这里后就再也没有失眠过

更没有丝毫关于做过的梦的印象

出乎意料

前天晚上那久违的氛围又回归了

尽管身体很累 可意外地失眠到凌晨

并且, 脑中徘徊着那首my way( from スワロウテイル)

这就是为什么我一直不愿意看那些珍藏很久的电影

大多时候我恨需要过份思考地片子 尤其是完后的影响力

又一次 我又发现了"我的歌"

所谓第一眼, 或者无需感官就能感应到的东西

很多时候, 那些东西静静地躺着

可是就是有莫名地磁场让我知道--它/她/他 是我的.

我们是有情绪的, 是可以通过媒介交流的

就像这个叫chara的 莫名其妙地女人

和这首my way, 以及超难下载到的sunday park.

In the sunday park
Light in the afternoon
I listen to the sound of my dream
Coming through
All the mountains of
Blueberries and greens
fairy tale lullaby


I was down last night
Too much to handle here
I didn't know how to carry on
Still lucky
All the mess in my head,is fading now
Among the crowd on the street


I wish you'd come to my place
You would be smiling so close to me
I wish the day dream never ends


I'm the kind of girl,who lives only for today
but I think it's o.k. to be myself
Especially when you're not around
I need someone to hold
I know how to have fun


I wish you were here by my side
we would be talking something silly
I wish the day dream never ends


when I feel a single beat of my lonely heart
I can sing, I can cry, without knowing why
Yes I tried and I tried to the way to you
somehow life always leads through a maze


everyday everynight you live in my mind
everyday everynight still pleasure and pain
melodies of memories will never stop
you are with me until the end of time
just a day dream in The Sunday Park

星期一到星期四超级忙碌

作息时间从9:00 am-4:00 am

周末就有整整三天

从周四晚到周日晚便成了party time

其实更多时间我更想窝在房间里

反而越发懒惰地去party

也许是已经过了这个年纪少了玩乐的心

..............

前天大家为一个朋友开surprise party

活生生把家里搞成clubbing,还有灯光效果辅助

前后来了超多人的 差不多就联合国了

吃蛋糕喝酒跳舞聊天打P

混到4,5点时突然门外来了五辆警车

太精彩了吧,又是第一次在美国被警察敲门!!!!!

音乐太大声被邻居投诉喝令我们结束party~

大家就关了灯躲在房间用手语交流, 看无声投影电影

和警察玩比耐心游戏

他们不傻我们更聪明

怎么可能马上回家让他们逮到酒后驾车呢?!

熬到6点终于胜利回家咯!

(以下照片的bear bong是每个人的成年礼,等下次我累积足勇气再试吧!)